deanfreak

2008-03-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

07 MARCH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEE! (:

ilu (:

2008-02-26T00:07:00.003+08:00

since someone wants me to blog. then i shall just blog,
"PARTNER, THIS IS MY POST!" :D

anyways, i actually got alot of things to blog de.
but forget what to blog le! :P
so i shall blog and post picts of those of what i wanna post soon if i remember ya! LOLS.

so, okay. seeya!
and partner, you better feel honoured! :D :D :D

goodnights (:

2008-02-21T16:40:00.003+08:00

okay! i am finally done with my bloddy ite stuffs and appealing.
this stupid things been making me sleepless and stressful! =X
i hate this. that everything laa!

finally today, applied the appeal online this morning.
gerlyn came my house, and we appealed for the same sch at bishan ite, if i am offered into accounting.

now i am having, don't know is breakfast or lunch:(
gastrics comes again :(

my stress over application stuffs is not over yet.
cos waiting for 28th, Republic Poly the DAE application period.

Done with Nanyang Poly DAE le.

awaits goodnews then.

i am tired Tired TIred TIRed TIREd TIREDD! :(

_____________________________________________

had renuion dinner outside today. its the last day of new year celebration.
so mum say must have dinner together de. lols

we went long beach restuarant at east coast just now and this is the bill:

spinach $18
broccoli $16
otah(8 sticks) $12.80
fish $57
lobsters (8) $109
drunken prawns $53
mee goreng $18
chilli crab $79
Rice (4 bowls) $2.00
1jar of coke $12
GST (10%) $9.57

isnt this super ex? HAHAS
there like cheat money laa.
prawns, lobsters and crabs, price is heavy BUT the flesh is LIGHT man!
know what i mean i guess. hahas.

alrights. thats all for tonight. my supreme seafood dinner tonight (:
its delicious though!
seeya!
goodnights.

-can you bloody farkin asshole shut the fark up? its SUPER DUPER BLOODY irritatin-

i am sorry, but i have to use this kind of FARKIN language to TALK to YOU.
its my life, so please fark the hell out of my business. THANKYOUS.

2008-01-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

L1R4 30
ENGLISH SEVEN D
COMB. HUMANS EIGHT E
MATHS SEVEN D
PHY/CHEM SEVEN D
F&N FIVE C
CHINESE FOUR B
CHI(ORAL) PASS

bad uhh! hahas! failed the most three important subjects luh!
math gone liao. don't have to think about poly anymore! ):
im sad laa. but will cheerup cos no point sad about it after one whole day. i just feel like im an idiot.

so many of them could get a not bad result and im the bloody idiot one didn't have any single poly course to get in.
ohh well. 30 points! which stupid poly would want me then. )=

anyway, as baby said, its not the end of my life. i jus need to take a longer path towards poly thats all.

baby, i jus hope that for whatever i do or choose, you're be there for me. ((:

2008-01-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

im WORRYING!
worrying for O's results the day after tmrol ): [ 24th jan ]

im WAITING!

for ruien's album at the end of the year ):

for dean's album ):

for the next education im going into ):

for a job i would like to find for myself ):

for my mum to give me money to buy new clothes ):

for HER to come my house and pei me cos IM BORED everyday at home!

okay. im bored bored bored. simple jus bored.
i hope baby is here with me.
but nah, she tmrol got school cannot stay up so late.nvm. i understand! (:

baby, thanks for everything! ilu (:

i wanna go sleep ler. nights everyone (:

2008-01-20T00:08:00.001+08:00

today had a long day with baby.
met her at 12plus at cityhall.
went to take the free laptop sponsored by singnet.
the box super big and we were supposed to go shopping after that.
so decided to stuff everything inside the laptop bag (:

after that we went funan for pasta and pizza! :D
saw watches but didn't get any. cos not nice.
went basement department store and she got her black jeans.

couldn't find her skinny jeans so we decided to walk to marina square.
and she bought it.
i couldn't get any of my stuffs. sadded =(

then met esther at bugis street around 3plus i think.
bear and her bought one "music" clothes but different colour. hahas.

then went heeren couln't get the size of the sleeveless cardigan that i want
so went to far east to search for it.
end up, bear and bee bought the same pumps!

after that i really got to go off to meet mum ler.
bee went back and half way, she gotta go to her dad shop and help ):
quite a tiring day for her laa and she haven't finished up her homeworks.

feel quite sad that couldn't help her to complete and she need to stay and home and do tmrol i think. cant help any ):

i haven't had my dinner! ):
im hungry laa!

think tmrol staying at home pei bee finish up her homeworks.
not going out with eileen until wed.

i miss xiaobai when i heard -qiang qiang- song and saw the mv on friday at kbox )=
i hate that day he died cos oso on my math Olevel day!
)=

i sprained leg and elbow stil hurts since the last bball at batok ):
sadded...

and im waiting for ruien's album! (:

2008-01-18T03:40:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOS!
im back, my bloggy! (: (:

i've got mood to blog, online and stuffs lerr! (:
as i've said before, i'll wait until the miracle comes then starts to bring everything i wanna say here yaa?

i've waited exactly 1month6days for this miracle to come.
normally people says MIRACLE is unpredictable. patients took months, years to wake up from coma.
but im very very glad that my miracle comes so soon and steadily.

i've got to thanks her. for letting me to hold on and struggle for this whole 37days. its quite easy and fast to say when its in days counting.
but baby, im really dying and strugglin alot past one month.

its like the heavy droplet underneath a huge leaf and the wind surrounding doesnt provide any weight for it to give up and therefore land on the ground. this is my struggle and i held on to it tightly.

the love from you make this droplet evaporates into the air and spread the love i've got, to you.
baby, iloveyou and i really do. thanks for everything(:
13jan begins (:

2008-01-10T03:03:00.000+08:00

JAN 10 2oo8

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! (: (:

hahas. my zheng huiyu's birthday today! (:
dint went for her celebration on 5th cos didnt have tickets ):
but alright laa. lols.

today dean coming back from thailand too.
hope she enjoyed alot (:

ohh yaa. super long dint update lerr and partner is alrdy naggin.
but recently really don't feel like posting anything. maybe to myself, i think i'll update soon until there is a miracle about something happen.
so this blog will be here rotting until that miracle comes. hahas.

i had alot of time to do bloggin and stuffs but really shag about things in my life.
always will have things in me to update here but recently things are confusin and botherin me. and i won't wanna let that affect me to make that "miracle" happen.
so would jus stop bloggin for the time being yaa.

seeyaa and takecare everyone.
blessin everyone out there includin my teachers.

ohh! i missed secondary school LIFES!! godness. hahas!

2007-11-25T16:49:00.001+08:00

the unbeatables 1 are finally casted. :D

ytd was a long day but it was great(:

i shall go and bath now.
meeting partner for stackers match later at 830pm.
seeya.

baobei,ilu(:

2007-11-21T15:15:00.000+08:00

Friend, i seriously dun feel well when i' with you.
i hate the look you gave me. i hate the way you ask me things.
forget it. im used to, and also, you'll will never gain my trust anymore.
i shall be the only one who 'll entertain you when you need me.

pass few weeks was dread.
i'll not fall into any of that anymore. i promise (:

these few times been meeting up with partner.
feel quite relax and not a single stress. although exams are already totally over, im happy only with certain things and reason. Thanks the two special persons (:

also, i 'd digged out one album, avril. bought le then quite some time didn't hear it.
i guessed nothing can open the secret out of myself anymore to you.
being innocent will just be the me infront of you. sorry to that only friend.

Waking up I see that everything is OK

The first time in my life and now it's so great

Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed

I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it

This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

This innocence is brilliant

I hope that it will stay

This moment is perfect

Please don't go away

I need you now

And I'll hold on to it

Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear

The first time in my life and now it's so clear

Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here

It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it

This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming

It's the happiness inside that you're feeling

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming

It's the happiness inside that you're feeling

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliantMakes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliance

Please don't go away

Cause I need you now

And I'll hold on to it

Don't you let it pass you by

innocence; by avril lavigne.

my horoscope today says,

The silent treatment will not get you anywhere today, so if you're using that tactic you'd better come up with something else.

Hey, here's a crazy idea -- how about talking it out? It can be hard to start the conversation, but it won't be hard to continue it once you know you are being heard.

There is no communication without an exchange of ideas, so break down your wall of silence and open up. You will make a bigger, better point by talking than you ever could by being silent.

and before i go off, wishing AH MAN DA a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:

2007-10-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

10 oct '07
GRADUATION DAY CEREMONY
today went back to school to celebrate graduation day.
super sad i can say but real meaningful, well as it supposed to be :D

she came over to my place quite early today then i went off to school at 2pm.
the Graduation day thing end super late. i thought it will be like one hour or more only. but yet is from 2-530 then end. caused her to wait for so long. sorry k! (:

anyway, you are willing to give me "pu hui" :D so lets see what am i gonna do then (:
slowly wait and see arh :D

okays. i think this is the last post im gonna post besides gonna update the picts taken today bah.
after O's then continue. hahas.

To All Teachers Who Had Taught Me For The Past FIVE YEARS Be It Subject Teachers Or Form Teachers :
im seriously very very thankful for all these five years. all the attitudes and behaviours you all had actually had from maybe for only sec one ? :D

but from all those five years, i'd learnt to become a very very cheerful and positive person for everything im doing.

specially thanks to my
5years of hme econ/F&N teacher , MRS TAN JELSON you're the forever BEST.
3years of PHYSICS teacher, MS TAN JESSICA the cute and forever ok with all the not very good words shooting at you cos you know we're jus kidding.

3years of ENGLISH teacher, MRS RAGHESH the forever "gossips" and "ok i 'd enough, lets get serious" teacher to us.

3years of SS/HIST teacher, MRS LEONG the one who chuckle when laughin and forever "hmmm.. right... ok... now...."

1year of MATH teacher, MRS KOH KOON WAHthe always carry a very serious and "not jokable" face but when you laugh, you can get super well with us.
although its only one year, but i guess sec5 this year the bond is also very strong.

I LOVE YOU ALL! (:
FAREWELL but NO "goodbyes".

2007-10-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

comp finally got internet!
so i can at least blog for today.
think until i finished my Olevel den i will start blogging again.
damn long dint update ler cos quite busy about school stuffs and personals.

the whole day didn't had lesson.
wednesday is graduation day ler (:
will be super super formal. kinda looking forward (:

i've read a magazine today in class.
i'd realised that a believes in between a person is actually controllable.
To me, there are actually thousands and hundreds of people that super dont deserves my believes.

P:S - sheena is now never the one who you know.
no matter who she will be in the future, be it her wants or hates, ambition or hobby, she is not the someone who shares and tell her thoughts and happiness to anyone anymore.

she is learning to be someone she is Absolute Herself now.
be her friend or jus farking get away from her life.

baobei, iloveyou (:

2007-10-03T20:16:00.001+08:00

031007!

happy third month!! :D
WO STAR NI ! (:

[ star + moon = happiness ]

2007-09-15T00:34:00.000+08:00

i wan the dice with lights that can auto switch the colour de!! )):

2007-09-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

PHEW!!!
finally done with my blogskin (:
completed in 4hours ):

am super irritated with the freakin virus at msn! urhgs!
luckily managed to finish up my blog before the whole comp actually close down :D

baobei got it too ):

today went to school in the mornin to hand in coursework partA.
intended to bring home partB to edit de. but end up i completed everything in the school (:

so i dun have to do it at home anymore! will be brought to the moderator ler.
ALL THE BEST TO ME ! :D

tmrol i will be meetin bendan!
I MISS YOU LARS! :P

will oso pass yeu the letter tmrol too! YEU MAKE SURE YEU READ EVERYTHING INSIDE! ((:

iloveyou (:

2007-09-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Second Month to... ! (:

first four months would be exams periods.
so study hard first! :D
after that den play & slack. :p

ehh.. i hack into this owner de blog so i'm not SHEENA! :p

''it takes two foot steps to complete the whole journey'' ((:

2007-08-31T14:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
woke up quite early today at 630 :D
much earlier den my normal timin okays!

last minute dance steps are so sucky!
dint even go for audition and rehearsal and there we go for it :D
but OVERALL they says it nice.
yet i say, my part that i danced are super creepy! ):

but at least, we did make use of the LAST CHANCE ON THAT OLD STAGE.
cos next year, i'll be graduated plus the school is gonna renovate lers.
good chance to make use of this celebration to perform for teachers.

will be uploadin picts and videos the next time my fren sent me (:

30august
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEAR AND REDUWAN!

tmrol's the day baobei is comin and we're gonna celebrate bear's birthday! ((:

we can overcome anything TOGETHER, baobei.

bendan, iloveyou! <3

2007-08-23T10:42:00.000+08:00

BOOS! (:
super long never blog lers.
cos quite busy with prelims and everything.

ohhs yars. for the previous post, i dint say something, so i shall say it at the end of the post(:

papers that i had ):

monday - english paper1&2
tuesday - history & mathpaper1
wed - socialstudies & mathpaper2
thurs - chemistry
fri - F&N
monday - physics & phy/chempaper1
tue&wed - NO PAPERS*
thurs - phy/chem Practical
friday - normal lessons

super sian about the mathpaper2 and ss paper.
confirm gone case ):

sat is css finals lers. KEELY & SHAWN JIAYOUS! (:
ohhs! dean will be singin on that day too. DEAN JIAYOUS! :D
baobei gonna have block test until her N's starts, so
BAOBEI YEU MUST JIAYOUS OSO!<3

okayes. i shall now say wad i forgot to post for the previous post.
bendan, thanks for cabbin here and there over to visit me. i really dint expected that too:D
but yeur exams gonna start lers, so remember wad we said? ONLY AFTER MY PRELIMS & YEUR N'LEVELS. remember? aiyars, this bendan, confirm dunknoe de :p

baobei, iloveyou! (:

2007-08-19T14:44:00.000+08:00

18august
went to baobei school for family day with bear and esther.
after that the four of us went to hougang mall for lunch.
then went suntec walked around. cant find bear the stuffs.
so we went vivo. walked around again and we had our dinner dere.
bear found her stuffs and we got into toys'rus and play like we are kids :D

we have been eating the whole day man!
walked until 7eleven, bought mochi eat and drink. at baobei school oso eat :D
wo meng zhen hui chi (:

i love baobei! (:

2007-08-16T12:38:00.000+08:00

15 august
dint attend school cos really feelin unwell.
went to see doctor, and docor says i lost 3kg! :D

slept til 2plus den wake up.
meetin baaobei for lunch.
and when i left home, *SURPRSED! (:
really very happy dat shes actually at the mrt station waiting.

shes afraid of not gettin to see me when shes in the cab and when im on the way walkin. but, im really happy! zhen de.

we went then wet town for lunch at swensens.
dint managed to have fries and ice-cream cos both of us are unwell.
we slack and shopped around dint get to the place we knoe , but we forgotten where is it :D
sent her home after dat.

baobei, things like ytd's afternoon in town, will never happen again okayes :D
im such a bendan! :P

im really happy! <3
iloveyou! (:

2007-08-12T14:50:00.000+08:00

10august
went for apple's birthday celebration.
happy belated birthday to apple! (:

before dat met bear, esther, brother and bel for -secret- movie.
NICE!
baobei likes it alot (:
actually abit confusing, but haihao, managed to get the story :D

after dat went to join the kbox a little late.
the check out time supposely to be at 630pm
but we left the room at 830 :D

baobei have to go help out at dad shop, so we left after dinner at kobayashi.
sent her til kallang.

the day with her is long enough (:
im happy! :D

baobei_ i had all kinds of ways so to allow the both of us to have the chance to meet.
so i hope yeu wont mind at all alright? cos i ACTUALLY do not have a B* :P

iloveyou! (:

2007-08-09T21:14:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to singapore!
And not forgettin,
happy birthday to my brother, yanzhi too! (:

today slacked the whole day at home.
jus watched the NDP`07

dint get to watch the actual fireworks with someone.
but well, we did watched together onced! ((:

somethings are to be cherished ONCED :D

she went to dad's shop today.
will be super busy.

baobei: dun worry, no matter how busy or tired yeu are, wo hui gei ni wen nuan! :D

iloveyou! (:

2007-08-03T14:29:00.000+08:00

03 08 07 !

today dint go school.
kinda unwell.
but later goin to find benben pass her somethings
den later 6 got bball with dean.

damn long dint play lers! :D
i shall go and bath now den go find her lers.

happy first month! ((:
iloveyou! <3

2007-08-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

01 august
after chem mock exams,
went home changed den went to see dean at the cafe with hi5partner.
around 11 den went home.

picts-

peizhen & dean (:

02 august
we had papers until 4plus to 5pm on the 3rd august.
so we decided to go out today (:
met 12plus den headed to suntec for pizzas! :D
SUPER SUPER FULL-ED !!
3slices of pizzas EACH and one bowl liguine is super fill!

thot of watchin movies but got no good timin.
infact, we went for poolin at cine (:
quite short day, but im super super HAPPY! ((:

cheesey fondue ! ((:

mango tango! :D

i hope yeu're happy too!

baobei, iloveyou! ((:

2007-07-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

woke up at 10am today.
went taopayoh watch diehard4 wid mum.
she chose the movie and she is also the one sayin is not very interesting!-_-

after dat went home den go gerlyn's house for her celebration at 5pm.
eat til 8 plus. slacked, den go home.

im super irritated lars!

P.S-
my phone is not those kinda others' phones dat yeu can jus take and read those msges! FARKYEU!

i may not seems to be so angry about it right infront of yeu, but come on lars, i already take my phone away from yeu, yet yeu stil have the bloody thick skin to move yeur head to look at the msges im typing!

eh. daughter of a bastard, get this clear enough,
YEU DO NOT HAVE THE BLOODY RIGHTS TO LOOK INTO OR GET INTO MY PRIVACY/LIFE.

URHGS!!!! FREAK YEU UPSIDE DOWN MANS!!

baobei, dun worry, i will try my best to the watch although until now.... ):
i got ting hua hors! i went home early! :D
must give gnk! :P

lets go for those CRABBIES & CARROTCAKES ! :D

26days ((:
iloveyou! <3

2007-07-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

super irritated.
i jus dunknoe why do i have this kinda childish frens.
until now i realised, they deserves a STUPID fren like me.
a stupid person who stupidily trusted her.
a stupid person who idiotically let yeu get to knoe her slightly more.
but come on, i said NOTHIN about my personals to YEU.
can yeu bloody stop the childishness about the rumours.

i dun need the fark of yeu to care about my stuffs, and my life outside.
get this right, i went outings and whatever with yeu all is becos im jus being the "sheena" YEU recognise. NOT the other stuffs yeu have to knoe.

yeu dun deserves the "thanks for being my fren" sentence from ME.
the hatred is growin inside me whenever i sees yeu. come on, im giving only a face that yeu would like to see. NOT the real one.

dun act as if yeu knoe every farkin single thing about me.
we're like only, normal frens den NORMAL.

dun force me to spurt every shit out right on yeur face.
let me tel yeu this, i knoe EVERYTHING dat yeu knoe already, but yeu jus do not know what else do i knoe.

i knoe yeu'll be reading it.
im not putting password to avoid or rather prevent yeu from goin into my blog. NO.
INFACT, IM TRYIN TO GET SOME SPACE FOR MYSELF FROM TODAY ONWARDS.
im super irritated BY yeu.

but that will NOT affect the life im living NOW.

benben, i love yeu! ((:
moon + star = happiness <3

2007-07-22T15:05:00.000+08:00

ytd went to grace's house. same, slacked alot.
very long dint go her place nua lers (:
those vcds-ing, talkins, and slackings.
great time.

after dat went to someone's place.
her ahma went home ler.
honey drink is super nice ! :D
around 730 went to hougang mall.

THE RAIN WE WERE IN ! <3
she den bought the mickey umbrella :D

had The Cafe Cartel for dinner.
her lazagna
my grilled chicken
SUPER FILL lars! (:
but sadden, cos no CARROT CAKE! :(
so we decided not to have deesert :D

walked her home around 9plus to 10.
den i took bus home lers(:

The MOON + STAR = our happiness ((:

she says this is super cute :X

okayes,
this two picts are supposely to say about my FRINGE. NOT other tings (:
the phone right beside my ears are becos im on the phone :D

someone wans a longer post.
cos complained dat recently my post are super brief.
so here are my LONGER post, and im done ((:

i realised i can overcome anything i face.
loves yeu lots! <3

2007-07-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

2OO72OO7

moon+star = ourhappiness ((:

yeu made the diff in my life.
<3 yeu many many! =D

2007-07-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

mon
had chinese O's listening.
not bad. can pass but not good grades i tink.

tues
went over her place to print F&N notes den do some studies.
had dinner den went home(:

wed
meet with the rest at marina cafe, after nangyang poly visit.
great time dere.

thurs
great day! =D
i bet, theres a diff in someone's life.
something inside us brings the happiness<3

i hope yeu're happy. and is really happy.
yeu knoe something?
im really happy. really ((:
iloveyou<3

2007-07-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

120707
went home straight after school today.
dint go for remedials :P

baobei came over to my house around 3plus.
den went bugis around 5.
the rest came at 6plus.

we had ajisen ramen! ((:
super full!
slacked around and then went shoppings! :D

left burgerking around 10.
its super tough to catch cab at bugis too!
reached home around 1130

bath super quick.
and there we go, the time haven't past 12 (:
managed to blog! :D

the pressies
the presents' of yeu guys
the kiss
the tears
were all seriously, so real,
that 2007's special day is NEVER THE SAME.

guys, benben!
I LOVE YEU ! <3

pics ((:

2007-07-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

070707
went to ndp review.
i LOVED the fireworks!

the stars were there, benben.
it means something deep in us ((:

after dat cab to hougang mall to return the stuffs.
its totally tough to catch a cab at marina!
had pepper lunch dere too. :D
den cab home.

had a very very great day wid baobei(:
bought the same wallet and pouch wid her too!

i realised something.
something in me really changed.
my life is happier and i knoe something that i can never forget.
baobei, iloveyeu(:

P/S:
the cries i heard, made me feel that i haven care much about yeu.
no matter wad yeu decides or wad happens, dun ever do anything that makes me or the rest to worry.
i will forever be dere when i onced said,
wo men hui shi yi bei zhi de pengyou.

notice the shape of it ? ((:

the mean of love in us ((:

2007-07-03T17:01:00.000+08:00

[smiling in my sleep... (: ] <3

I'll be your dream

I'll be your wish

I'll be your fantasy

I'll be your hope

I'll be your love

Be everything that you need

I'll love you more with every breath

Truly, madly, deeply do

I will be strong I will be faithfull

'cause I'm counting on

A new beginning

A reason for living

A deeper meaning

I want to stand with you on a mountain

I want to bath with you in the sea

I want to lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky

I'll make a wish to send it to heaven

Then make you want to cry

The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty

That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of the highest powers

In lonely hours

The tears devour you

I want to stand with you on a mountain

I want to bathe withyou in the sea

I want to lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can you see it baby

You don't have to close your eyes

'Cause it's standing right here before you

All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream

I'll be your wish

I'll be your fantasy

I'll be your hope I'll be your love

Be everything that you need

I'll love you more with every breath

Truly, madly, deeply do

I want to stand with you on a mountain

I want to bathe withyou in the sea

I want to lay like this forever

Until the sky falls down on me

benben, i love yeu(:

dats today,
[0307]

2007-07-01T14:43:00.000+08:00

im farkin feelin LOW now.
i dunknoe. i jus knoe,

i love yeu. and i really really do.
yeu had NEVER doubt it.
but this time round, fairytale changed everything.
last night, its the time where we jus so close dat the picts dint doubt anything between us.

this afternoon, the earth changed.
it changed the mindset of me.
i dunknoe if i would survive or struggle.

i dun wanna be normal.
i dun wanna be jus dere when yeu need.
i wanna be dere for who yeu are.
for what we need for EACH OTHER.

if thats fate brings us to,
then i will tell yeu,
I WILL WAIT THE WHOLELIFE FOR YEU.
and i swear i will.
i am NOT KIDDING, but SERIOUS.

I LOVE YEU.

2007-07-01T12:41:00.000+08:00

Fri 29th
slept till quite late den got cal from ah man da. (:
went to jurong east for lunch/dinner.
walked around and slacked til around 10 went home.
quite a slacky day, but not a boring one when im at home doing nothin (:

Sat 30th
went to baobei's house bus stop waited for her.
shes so SHOCKED :D
cos told her i will be late though :P
after dat went to amk to check the engwah movies for men in white.
its not available anymore :(
last week still have de :( :(

so we had mos burger at amk den went town for surf's up (:
its so nice! so cute !
saw dean too. shes goin for the event later at 6pm (:
after dat went to bro's workplace and had pleasure platter again! :D
god... bro is damn busy. hahas. but lucky this time she served us (:
took some picts. its wid baobei. shall upload other time.

den we went back to town for dean's event.
fel is so damn piao liang! :D
dean sang well!
deres -LIANG ZHI LIAN REN- too !
we were SO happy down at the stage (:

sent baobei home den went back to town to meet up the rest again.
waited for dean, den went esplanade.
slack for quite some time den went home.
long day.
im tired.
but, sheena is HAPPY !

<3yeu

im so fras now.
i dun get it when i dont actually wanna snatch it from YEU.
come on. ofcos i do knoe the friendship between yeu and her.
its like. come on, i love her. and i really do. dats cal love.
yeu can stil carry on the friendship yeu had wid her since 10years ago.
yeu might sound kidding.
but when i read, i dun tink its actually jus kidding TO ME.
get this right okayes, i love her NOT as in how yeu love her.
yes, yeu love her to how the frienship yeu two has.
but NO. my love for her is different. i tink yeu are much well enough to actually undstd how i means. thanks if yeu're readin and actually understandin (:

2007-06-28T08:25:00.000+08:00

woke up at 5 this mornin.
met baobei den sent her to school.
her stuffs is heavy!
shes havin F&N pratical today.
JIAYOUS! <3

not really feelin quite well these days.
tummy kinda weird.
feel like vomtin everyday :(:(
but i still feel HAPPY =)

gotta go back to school afterwards at 11am.
meetin the rest for breakfast at 10.
i shall go do my chinese homewerk already (:

ICE CREAM & MOVIES THIS SAT! <3

2007-06-26T15:39:00.000+08:00

sat 23th
went paradiz centre with mum and siblings.
den went for steamboat at marina around 8plus and got some picts of the fireworks! its so damn nice (:

sun 24th
reached harbourfront mrt first.
such a miracle! :D
den went for mac breakfast with the rest while waiting for weiqi. The weather is so HOT !!
but the chalet or rather, the -hut- is so DAMN cute!
SO COSY!
SO CUTE! :D
SUPER HUNGRY!
slacked alot. den went koufu for lunch.
the foodcourt is freakin COLD!
but outside is yet freakin HOT!
den slacked, shagged in the hut.
till around 8plus den left sentosa.
dint stay cos got school next day :((

met baobei after dat.
gotta thanks AH MAN DA , BEAR , ZEAN . =)

mon 25th
went baobei's school.
waited for her outside den went compass point for lunch.
her phone is down. compass point got no service for her.
so she went home bath first den went tampines for service.
gotta wait until next week den repaired :(
but luckily, shes got another phone :))

gosh....
i HOPE i wont lose the keychain and necklace :))

baobei. PLEASE. if yeu are not gonna takecares, yeu shud knoe i'll really get upset and worry sick okayes. this friday is yeur dateline to recover! :D
takecares baobei <3

2007-06-23T02:55:00.000+08:00

feelin so....
horrible.
terrible.
vegetable !

throat is much better after the candies :))
but flu is back.

baobei's fever still on and off.
cant meet baobei tmrol :((
but hope baobei taken her medicine will feel much better.

i got no mood now.
baobei wan i blog.
so here i am.
and now im done.
byes.
<3baobei

2007-06-20T17:38:00.000+08:00

MONDAY
went school at 9am. den after classes at 11, meet baobei 230 at cine.
she was at kpool wid frens.
after dat her frens went off den we went to shop! :D
baobei is crazy! (:

after dat went bro workplace and oso find her.
we had our -pleasure platter- dere and its freakin cold in there!
went to zean shop after dat. dere got no suitable wallet for baobei (:

so talked for awhile, den i sent baobei to kallang.
she went dad shop :(

i cannot spend more time wid her :((
im goin batam on tues.
i really dun feel like goin.
i wanna pei baobei more :((

TUESDAY
im back from batam!
i missed baobei alot!
bought her something.
hope baobei will like it ! (:

damn tired.
but sheena is HAPPY! (:

WEDNESDAY
today again got classes at 9am.
came back at 11am den went to meet baobei at hougang.
passed her the bag (:
hope shes happy! <3>
stil pei me until dhoby ghaut.
so she had to take train back to hougang.
BENBEN ! <3
but im really happy! :D
zhen de hen kai xin !

baobei. wo ta yin ni, bu hui zai *** lers (:
i will smile,
i will flipface,
i will laugh,
but will not *** anymore(:
MUACKS! <3

2007-06-17T13:25:00.000+08:00

kbox ! (:
meet baobei 10am ytd mornin.
went to eat breakfast den after dat went to esplanade.
dere got renovation baobei dun like. hahas.
we bought chocolates den went vivo.
zean called so we met and stupid vivo cinemas.
shrek, left TWO seats.
men in white, the timing is kinda late. so we dint watch.
Fantastic4, FULL. -__-
shit the cinemas dere lars. LOLS!

so the four of us went to town for kbox.
was fun!
baobei sang! :D sang wid baobei quite a number of songs (:
IM HAPPY !!
after dat baobei gotta go dad shop lers.
so i sent her to kallang. den i went to find mum for dinner.

gastric is worst even after i eaten.
lips were damn pale mans :(

but sheena is SUPER HAPPY !! :))
and sheena miss BAOBEI ALOTS !!

baobei de meh meh xi huan he nu nai ! (:

2007-06-15T12:38:00.000+08:00

baobei is back from camp 10am this mornin.
i had my lesson till 11am
so dint managed to go fetch her :(

baobei is happy yesterday (:
so am i (:

i finished my lesson den straight away went home
talked to baobei (:
shes tired. one hour later, we hanged de phone.

im so hungry.
seriously almost 3days dint eat.
ytd fainted.
i had to cut down the salt intake, the doctor says.
gosh. i've been eatin so much bloody salty food :x

had physics lesson jus now. principal teach not bad. thot would not understand. but haihao.

i dun wanna go out of singapore! :(

I WAN MEET BAOBEI!! :((

baobei. im sorry to make yeu worry.
dere wont be another time to faint lers :)
and i dun wan go out of singapore!
no matter is how many days. im stil so :((
baobei. sorry to cry in the call. dun worry about me alrights

<3

2007-06-14T18:08:00.000+08:00

today cab down to baobei's school.
hopin to see baobei. but i thot most probably i could not get to see her.
shes in camp stil :(

her bbq is 5pm start.
so after school went straight down wait to see if can see her.
and i SAW BAOBEI! :))

tmrol shes comin back.
one more night! HEN NAN AO !! :((

2days dint eat ler :(
only have milo in the morning. dats all :(
NO MOOD to eat.

i wan baobei faster come back !!
made something for her too :)

xi wang baobei hui xi huan! <3

I MISS BAOBEI HENDUO HENDUO! :((

2007-06-13T10:48:00.000+08:00

baobei went came lers!! :((
woke up at 6am this morning, woke baobei too.
den talk on the phone. shes coughin. im sneezing :(

i miss her ALOT!

after the call, she went to wash up and i went back to sleep.
was late for classes at 8am :x

baobei went camp lers. =(

IM GONNA BE FREAKIN MISS HER !!!

:(

2007-06-11T12:55:00.000+08:00

96 HOURS MORE TO GO :(
until i get to see yeu back from camp.

Baobei. how i wish the time could fly faster :(

IM MISSIN YEU SO MUCH!

:(

2007-06-10T13:35:00.000+08:00

9june-
SENTOSA!

went wid baobei and one of her fren, sabrina
and HAD LOTS OF FUN ! (:
we meet quite early. yet reached sentosa kinda late. lols
cos i was late. i thot vivo got mac -_-"
but oso good. baobei cant buy shrek for me :P

the sun was different ytd.
weird weird de. diff colour from the past i tan. hahas!
baobei keep wanting the seaweed! XD
only baobei and my skin got sunburn.
sabrina's not very obvious.

after sentosa sabrina went off first.
baobei and i went to cine for lunch den went for pool (:
baobei is happy! <3

met zean and her frens den went shoppings.
den went home.

im SUPER TIRED .

BUT sheena is SUPER HAPPY! (:

2007-06-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

6th june-
went to watch pirates of carribean with baobei. den bought n.u.m tank.

dean singin.
so we met zean and bear at cityhall.
my gastric is super pain.
baobei and i waited for dean.
zean and bear left first.
we slacked and chat.
took pict den left cafe together.
dean is improving (: JIAYOUS!

two of my cats (:

F&N O's Practical (:

the kitchen.

<
everyone's meal. we're havin such a big time eating!

orge baby! (:

shrek's ears and us! :D

baobei love this kid at bugis!

baobei de meh meh xihuan he nu nai <3

2007-06-02T19:34:00.000+08:00

BUGIS JUNCTION 8-
iweekly 500th issue event-

when i get back home, fel's signature is GONE!!! urhgs..it fadded away=[

saw her even before the event starts (:
a tap on my shoulders, filled my day! :D
FELICIA FILLED MY DAY TODAY!! <3

Fionas' still the same.. pretty and friendly! (:
shes says shes tired! lols.
if yeu're not tired, den how the earth will dere be fans who support yeu,fiona ? :D
jiayous fiona!

ruien's hair sucks..
BUT SHES STILL PRETTY! :D
she cannot stop smiling to me. i dunknoe y :x

kinda blur. cos aint very near.
alot of ppl though.

The $20 note (:

baobei went mayday's concert after the event
and i went home.
im tired.

but, sheena is HAPPY! :D

2007-05-31T21:22:00.000+08:00

VESAK DAY-

phews!
jus in time to reach home watch dean on channel u.
watched it, but im kinda disppointed though.

met baobei today.
decided to go vivo.
we bought one bottle jelly beans & and mint kitkat sit and slack dere.

saw apple dere too.

baobei doesnt quite like the area we sit.
cos deres no small children playin water dere (:
well. i tink we lyk the children at bugis more! :D
spend our time dere. den went home.

tmrol got sch.promise her mum wont go home late.
so left vivo at 6plus.

managed to reach home in time.

her finger is small! (:

She dun lyk this view. cos NO CHILDREN PLAYIN WATER xD

dean - channelU, MUSIC IN THE AIR -

Zai Yi Chi Yong You - Dean,Clara

SENIOR ?? JUNIOR ?? :D they're cute! (:

got this for baobei(:

the little pressie from mstan`renling on CHINESE O'S (: thanksya!

aint they CUTE? candies candies...

Flag day, and we went home after awhile :P

I prefer the "WHATEVER". it taste better (:

saw him. Hes still the same. handsome (:

baobei !! today NO pinchin from yeu! :D
but i managed to ! :P
whahahs.
shall throw away yeur fatfat hamster if yeu pinch me again nextime! xD

2007-05-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

BAOBEI. this post today, here, is for yeu okayes.
im sure today there must be something happen dat can even make yeu feel deres a gap.
yeu dint say anything. but baobei, i can sense everything seems so weird. yeu will always bring a smile to me from each and every msges yeu sent. today aint right.
yeu said after readin blog den felt a gap.

do yeu knoe im lyk now bloggin. with an heavy heart wonderin wads with yeu. cos yeu dun wanna tell me. and i keep tinkin of wad is happenin..

pls. if yeu do read this post, send me a msg?
even though i'll be sleeping alre or maybe not?

pls pls pls. i hope to even see yeur msg early in the morning tmrol.
so dat it can make my day better? today the whole day i will not say is yeu made me felt upset for the whole night. but i really wan baobei to unstd. i really wanna share wid yeu and hope theres nothin to keep between us.

baobei! i knoe yeu'll be readin this and its gonna be in the middle of the night.
rest well, sleep tight. i'll ring yeu up tmrol?

GOODNIGHTS!

IMISSYOU!

MUACKS!<3

2007-05-29T16:28:00.000+08:00

okayes. i tink this is seriously irritating.
yeu jus simply dunknoe how to write a "IRRITATED" word !!
i tink when shes back, she will be so "shit-ted"
who the hell are yeu i may not knoe. but i do knoe yeur name DUDE!

so stop tryin to be retarded. let me tell yeu. yeu 're only entertaining YEURSELF NOT ANYONE OF US!
yeu tink dat we're actually gonna bother wad the hell and wad the crap yeu are tryin to give. no. yeu're simply so NERDO!

well. we'll jus HOPE so much dat she will not gonna online today or even tonight. SHE WILL BE DAMN SIAN-ED LARS! cos dere this kind of retarded WHICH IS YEU, taggin in her blog!!!

of all so many names. YEU FREAKIN LUCKY DAT YEU DINT POSE THAT SOMEONE!!!! if not.. im sorry.. .. den.

2007-05-27T03:47:00.000+08:00

FEL & ZOE !! <33

IM SO HAPPY!!!! :D

2007-05-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

i gotta make a decision, and fast.
im confused.
im worried.
im so unstable.
i need help.
i need, really need it.

follow the beat of my heart.
the pumpin speed is fast, very very fast.
but wad i need is huge courage.
i KNEW the chance will come.
but i didnt knoe dat it actually comes at such a speed.

nothin else i worry, but my O's.
unless i can double-task.
but this time round, it aint any other joke.

dere can only be serious NOT joke.

GOD pls help.
bless me for my own decision NOW.
i have only less den 4days to consider after my Chinese Olevels.
PLEASE!

2007-05-20T14:04:00.000+08:00

yesterday kbox was fun.
went wid "family" (:
k lunch sucks, it doesnt full my stomach xD

went to shakilah's birthday celebration straight after kbox. left her house at 5plus.
meet "family"at clarke quay after dat.

brother went to sign up for haagen dazz job.
i had my dinner dere. the food court's food is nice. aint any other places so suckyy.

shagged at the foodcourt. air-con and fulled stomach, make me feel lyk sleepin xD !

left at around 10. we took photos and we went home. slackyy day but GREAT DAY! (:

SEE!! OUR CRAVES!!

i love the C Clinic! i wanna go!!!
its damn cool !
whahahas! xD

2007-05-10T14:17:00.000+08:00

9th may-
cafe.
dean had her first time dere and she keep forgettin lyrics. dats normal lars. RELAX DEAN !
got many many many more songs to prepare eh ! whahahahas. JIAYOUS!

she said "pattern LESSER then badminton".
i agree lars! xD

she sings......

she plays......

hi5partner and Dean (:

must thanks me! help yeu edited! LOLS! (:

2007-05-06T16:42:00.000+08:00

picts! (:

stupid fever :x
i dint go for chem paper2 & math paper2 . SO SUCKS MANS.

and!
the medicines so cute de. got all the colours i lyk! xD
got BLUE,ORANGE,WHITE and BLACK! LOL!

on this red label, theres a "POISON" word. -_-"
so weird de.

hahahs. mum got new clothes. nicenice! EX THOUGH! xD
took her clothes. dint take her face :P

OPPS!*
i caught sumting on mum's finger! *** :D
whahahhas(:

bestie(:

the threesome (:

the group! jiayous for O'LEVELS!!

we'll always be the best class (:

we're tired .... xD

mei edited de (: thanks mei.

2007-05-03T15:04:00.000+08:00

3rd MAY 2oo7
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRO! (:
_______________________________________________
2thMAY 2oo7

WE WERE SERIOUSLY SAD..

we went down. we waited..
we were early. we thot she might be late..
we got anxious, and so we called zean..
nopes. shes not coming down anymore. shes sicked =[
Both of us were totally devas. we thot, we hope, we wished, NOMORE at dat moment. :(

TAKECARES-

HAPPY ENDING FOR -THE HOMECOMING- (:

2007-04-30T17:07:00.000+08:00

2007-04-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

22th APRIL 2007!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEANNIE !

went for steamboat. 10 of us went. and i can oso call it lyk wad weiqi said "BIGBIG family" (:

aint it a great time and its so nice to gather wid those ppl we actually meet up almost everyday at the end of last year? (:
its really so warmth and they makes me feel dat, havin them by my side, those moody feels i had a few months ago actually jus goaway so freely.

went for pool after steamboat while some were havin chats dere. and we head to esplanade and spent the rest of the time to slack around dere. having spendin so much time with them makes me feel like not goin home though. cos i feel so relaxed, so freely,stressless and everything dat i dun feel whenever im alone or wid anybody else.

well. dats all i would say. cos nobody in this world makes me knoe wad actually frens are for until i realised dere's a group of family where i can step into or rather let me knoe wad and why m i strugglin in life for? (:

thanks guys.
iloveyeuguys (:
________________________________________________

21th APRIL
I've SHOP-ED TODAY! :D
happy! happy! finally bought new adidas shoe & havannias sandals. (:
next im gonna get clothes!

today MIA bought new belt. not bad lars. but until i saw one black and white de. DAMN NICE! (:
and i bought havannias sandals! (: apple choose for me the all NOT NICE DE. whahahahs. hmms. we went all around askin piercing cost.
from $60 bucks to $69.90. dats the range we found out. LOLS!
shes damn hesitated.hahas.

wells as usual, we took pictures after shoppins. AND IM 1/2 HR LATE FOR LI NANXING'S SHOW! :x
SADDED!!! =[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[

anyways, MIA is now editin the pictures. make sure she edit them NICE NICE.
if not. im gonna kill her. LOLS!
so yeaps. dats all. im goin back to chattin lers. seeyars. nightnights (:

JOANNE__ I MISSYEU! yeu must takecares! (: <33

PARTNER__DUN EMO ALRIGHT! (: MISSYARS <33

2007-04-17T14:56:00.000+08:00

CSS OPEN CONCERT

SATURADAY 3PM

BISHAN LEVEL 3 OPEN PLAZA

2007-04-13T16:41:00.000+08:00

THE HOMECOMING. 9pm

2007-04-07T17:36:00.000+08:00

im disppointed.
the chance is here.
right infront of me.
but the obstacles slapped hard on my face.

if only the chance comes again, i'll be the different me ever after.
nobody notice.
nobody alerts me and inform me about the chance dat, it 'll be comin, so fast, dat i didnt knoe wad i must do about it when it comes.

JOANNE__ yeu're the bo xim de. im de wu xim de !! hahas! =p
WU XIM IS ME! WU XIM ROCKS!! (:
NI BIAN REN DE! :D

2007-04-04T10:55:00.000+08:00

third day...
stil the same. dint recover. dint feel any better.
it sucks.
i missed alot of lessons and the test of SocialStudies & Physics.
wad the fark. tis aint a joke. but sumhow, i stil cant go for it.
its not the matter of whether i do takecare or not.
no matter how i takecares, avoid the food i cant take, ITS STILL THE SAME. I DIDNT RECOVER BUT MEDICINE IS ADDED MORE.
FARK.
FOOD POISONIN SUCKS ALRIGHTS...

am now doin on english homewerk.
not to say ofcos my math I MUST do more lars. alot of lessson plus today got remedial on MATHS. freaks. urhgs.

TIRED. . . . .

FOOD POISONED =[

2007-04-02T12:50:00.000+08:00

foodpoisoned=[
it was a nightmare.
a serious one when the moments of gettin up
in the middle of the night and no peace of mind to sleep.
its only the images of yeu brought me into a world of, deres still sumbody for me to care for myself.

alrights. today i spent the whole of my one day pay on consultin fee.
okayes. tis is one freako tingy to me. cos i actually wanna save dat money for sumting else and now its gone :X

today i dint attend school.
deres SS test.
i had my MC. so dun have to worry bout de test.

hopin to get well by today.
dun wanna miss anymore lessons.

2007-03-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

the song amanda sent me.
de lyrics and everyting inside totally make me so emo.
heres de MV.

sometimes tings became so uncontrollable dat makes yeu go mad.
so i guess tis time round i decide to hear tis song becos when i hear tis, i feel total devas but in a better way for me to realise everyting.
i lyk tis,
wo huai nian de shi wu hua bu shuo
wo huai nian de shi yi qi zuo meng
wo huai nian de shi zheng chao yi hou hai shi xiang yao ai ni de cong dong.

the lyrics:
我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

2007-03-27T16:04:00.000+08:00

damn tired. ..
not physically but mentally. hmms.
got damn lotas of things to do lars. urhgs.

to someone__ im sorry to say dat yeu're a total irritatance since yeu came into my life. though i dint show it out or anyting, but i jus dun wanna be so selfish to even say it to yeur face. so i guess bloggin out here dun offend me, yeu or anybody. all i wanna say is, since yeu wanna step into my life den note it, yeu shud knoe everybody has their own privacy or personal stuffs. though im a perosn whom doesnt seems to be so personal to yeu, but at least repect? yeu may not knoe it or anything, but i guess besides wad yeu're doin now, yeu can do other things or stuffs to continue being part of my life? im not a person dat i will tell yeu off straight into yeur face. but im a person whom yeu DO NOT really undstd. so dun be as if yeu knoe every single ting about me yeas?
im jus tryin to speak tis out so to prevent any misunderstandin between the both of us COS we actually spend de most of our everyday time together?
thanks if yeu're de one of so many whose readin tis.

i watched MrBean's Holiday jus now! hahas. hes damn so bloody cute! (:

i love ROWAN- ATKINSON ! XD

yeaps. got picts to post (:

stress expression? :D

maths totally sucks. but im beginnin to lyk it XD

shes anorexic?

EVERTHIN'S CHANGIN =[

WHAHAHAS! DOO-RE-ME! aint they cool? (:

i've more picts during fishin, upload next time den. hahas. (:

2007-03-26T19:59:00.000+08:00

ytd went down to northpoint pierce ear.
lols. apple is totally addicted mans!
shes damn freak. not even one week, she dunknoe wanna pierce how many holes on her body parts. LOLS!
and yars. took sum neos. hahas. very very long dint take picts lers.

after dat i went to meet up wid gerlyn,albert,kenneth to study for today math's paper. i guess i srewed up again lars. LOLS! but its only 2 questions dat tcher set. hmms.

last sunday suppose to work de. but aunt sick den i couldn't get my pay. :X
but its okays lars. cos i can wait for twin to have her saving then go shop! LOLS! we wanna get dat n.u.m together. lols.

hais. very long dint play bball lers. i've been always missin DEAN lars ):

I MISS DEAN! :x

_______________________________________
APPLE__ im not GAY okays. gay de is SHENLI! PLUS shes HARDGAY mans.
and, yeu're a damn freak mans! hahas XD

TWIN__ meet up for bball soon. and i wanna SHOP! LOLS!

2007-03-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

i wanna post picts! XD

hahas.

i missed DEAN! (:
i missed HER so much!

urhgs...
events events events pls! XD
HAHAS!

2007-03-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

today went for DEAN'S event at cine, - Motorcross Challenge.

her team won (:

finally sees her with DAT cap ! (:

HI5PARTNERs(:

erms. deres alot dat i wanna say but i jus didnt how to put it.. but well. am very happy jus now. finally sees dean wid de cap (:

her team won! :D

-NOBODY is perfect!- its her team name :X

kinda sad becos, now DFC doesnt even look like an FC lars. hais.

but wells. my supports towards DEAN is still de SAME! (:

16march(celebrate DEAN's belatedb'dae)it was fun. (:

but goin home time was a tremendous freakin moment.

played badminton, catchin at de playground, soccer and swing. (:

but had a great fall durin swingin, oso dunknoe why. lols.

de badminton which i played wid dean wasnt BADMINTON. it was a "pickin up shutter cocks " game. :D

and yars. apple still cannot relax playin wid de soccerball.

hmms. dean likes de cake though i doubt its nice. :x and she had her 4th & 5th cake! ohhs mygod. got her to take sum picts, and she claimed dat she cant ACT CUTE! :X

yupps. den signins carry on. until 1130 which we all cant catch de last train. hahs. but after accompaning one person(i forgot her name =p) to wait for her bus. i cab home alone.

okays. let me share sumting,

when yeu actually knoes dat yeu will be so quiet when being ALONE, den PLEASE DO NOT go home ALONE.

hahas. i guess nobody undstds. so its alrights. lols.

2007-03-15T02:22:00.000+08:00

IM GOIN CRAZY :X

hi5partner. dun keep blamin yeurself lars.
nevermind me bout stuckin de headset into my ear for EXACTLY 24hours. cos i actually recorded yeurs yeas?

im sad. but im oso glad dat i can get through de phone line? lols. dun worry okays. THOUGH its 0057AM when i called through. at least deres a song being delicated to DEAN? (:

dun tink too much peizhen. rmb, we do everyting together,cos we're HI5partner yeas? dun blame yeurself jus becos i did record yeurs and mine yeu dint. its fine. i dun blame so yeu dun blame yeurself too yeas? (:
have a good tight slp.

okays. back to wad i wanna blog. ytd,which is 14march, im happy becos its DEAN's burfday. but dat was mentally happy. not yet physically and emotionally. cos the happening of ytd, didnt actually makes me feel happy.
de only part of happenings dat i get to actually smile is when de DJ read hi5parther_pz's letter. thanks her for mentioning me in her letter. she said im tuohao fans though.XD thanks her much.

ytd(13march) 10pm started to stuck de headset into my ear until today(15march) 1pm when i hanged de phone after calling to delicate. though its BELATED MSG, but at least a song of hers,jietou- is played. (:

was actually all on de headset until i get to help hi5partner to record her letter(:
hmms. tmrol not goin anyware but to stay at home and bake (:
though i wanna play pool very badly. sorry guys.

ELLE__ hays. im not gonna chop de machine down to get yeu de
stitch. but im gonna smash de machine get de stitch den
RUN! :D

LYN__ rmb, we're alwaysy dere for yeu. so no matter wad happens,
tink a positive way yeas? (:

2007-03-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

14march!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAN (:

and not to forget FIIOAN'S TOO! (:

2007-03-12T13:08:00.002+08:00

woos! ytd played match. dint get to top. but only top3. hahas. haihao lars.(:
meet apple & partner den go siglap cc together. de place so freak lars. never go before de :x LOLS!

sheena from tampines sec shootin not bad. hahas! but she keep goin inside de. lols. hmms. after de game, we went bugis eat den went arcade too!
THE STITCH! arhhs! i duncares. im goin back dere again! hahas. dats so freakin cute lars! urhgs. im gonna get dat for elle! (:

but sheena got those small toys, -bu dao weng- too. de donald duck is cute too! (: we thought those toys got body parts de when its in de machine. but when we got it, only got de head! hahas. but its damn cute (:

den went leavin bugis, sheena got SHEENA's number! hahas! so funny!
we were wearin de same orange, in the same team when playin. quite funny uhhs. hahas!

but vicki keep makin me wanna laugh when playin, cos she keep shoutin GERALDINE! wad de hell. hahas! apple cannot relac lars. keep makin me self-enthu. lols.

but i guess ede front matches we pia quite fast. den when we were playin with de team, rocky, quite slack liaos. hmms.
yupps. but dat was a very nice game lars. very long dint play bball liaos.

I MISS PLAYIN BBALL WID DEAN!
(((:

i wanna see dean soon! arhhhhss!!!! (:

ELLE __ i shall get yeu de stitch! (: hahas! its so damn cute! :D

2007-03-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

phews!
jus came back from bball. damn bloody tired.
had PE in the mornin and straight after skool went to play bball til now den come home.
hmms. calories all down i guess? LOLS! -_-"

anyways, im so freakin shock dat i actually spent exactly $150 tis whole week.
i dint see wad i spent on but i knew wad i spent on. :X hahahs!
pasteries ingredients? school stuffs? neos? hahahs but i guess neos its an freakin tingy mans. 30dollars in only half an hour?
plus tmrol i dunknoe wanna cut hair? or buy bakin tin? or do more testings for queensiao and guys to test?
arhhs. dunknoe lars!

but i hope at the end of de day, she wud appreciate it?

lols.

BOOS! : hahahs. each time i meet yeu, get yeu one type of
chocolate okays? lols! :D
get diabetes den TOO BAD! XD

MEI : HAPPY BURFDAY MEI! (: [ 8march]
TAKECARES & DO NOT LOSE YEUR FONE TIS YEAR AGAIN
OKAYS! YEU HAD AN BEST BIRTHDAY WISH RIGHTS! (:

2007-03-04T15:36:00.000+08:00

hmms. ytd wanted to watch norbit but the tickets soldout :X

so mei & i took 3set of neos in an short half an hour time! HAHAS!

before mei came to cine meet me, met up wid sumone first. (:

thanks queensiao for the pizza! first ting to have is pizza to eat! :D

i love the pool ball at yeur house! LOLS! kooper sia yeu. whahahas.

pei mei go home at around 10plus. was both tired lars. hmms.

i MISSED DEAN!

qidai 16th march! i wanna see dean!

i wanna have more of DEAN'S EVENT! urghs....

2007-02-26T20:08:00.000+08:00

[ DEAN'S EVENT on 16march , Friday- ]

suddenly got de feel to post DEAN'S picts! (:

28thjan-

hayhays! uploaded ella's pict, OFCOS dere must be dean's too! (:

okays. tis showed dat i actually packed my study table! finally so cleared lars. hahas. tink after a while, go back to be in a mess AGAIN! (:

today math test totally screwedup lars.

farkin diff for de loci question. urhgs. plus i is forever hate PROFIT LOSS & PERCENTAGE! :X

freakin no confident.
anyways, tmrol is de last second paper lers. its socialstudies. i already got instinct dat i will fail the paper lars. cos no matter how i read, still wunt get marks de. :X

tink now try readin through social studies lers. cos suddenly got de feel dat, i cannot jus let time pass by and fail my paper tmrol.
- tink im crazy-

am bein self-enthu already. byes ((:

2007-02-24T15:29:00.000+08:00

hmms. nowadays can be quite happy and oso quite fras. alot of stuffs been makin me to tink these days.
maybe times and memories really flashed back to me. i missed the times dat we actully spent SO MUCH time together. isit true to say dat now tings really bring us so not de past?
even when im havin long john, SO MUCH STUFFS CAME TO MY MIND. i dunknoe y.

i guess im still happy wid de past then now although i've got myself a very simple reason to stop tinkin for de past.
okays nvms bout it. suddenly felt so emo.

erms.. yupps ytd played bball wid bekah,gerlyn,rena, and boys from ite macpherson. they are fun lars.but stil feel some strange bahs. (:
anyways, monday deres still papers, till wed. hmms.
will jiayous.

::>__HAOPENGYOU__

2007-02-21T19:20:00.000+08:00

woohs!
damn tired. ytd came back to s'pore around 3am. den 7 went to skool. freakin tired lars. bought stuffs and at least i feel better dere.

TO SOMEONE__ sorry dat i didnt msg yeu those few days. and i DIDNT managed to. cos phone dint have roamin networks plus i oso wanna have a peaceful trip dere. so sorry if yeu actually waited for my msg. really my apoplogy. i hope yeu feel better jus now. and i hope de choco i bought actually do make yeu smile. (: takecares okays? ((:

hmms. uploaded new song lers. cos got de feel to upload tis song in a sudden, so upload lors. hahas.
and yars, today saw de drum course cost, hmms. haihaos lars. but duntink im gonna start until straight after my olevels. (:

TO MEI__ sorry to make yeu waited for jie outside jie house tis morning. jie really woke up late. hahas. and de pastry yeu buy, i guess YEU BETTER NOT BUY ANYMORE.(:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR (:

2007-02-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

hmms. finally played pool today.
went wid class clique after self-studyin. hahas.

hmms. tmrol goin gentin lers. dun tink can wake up on time bahs. siao liaos. :X

today kinda tink alot bahs?
- if one true fren really undstd yeu through yeur heart, dat true fren NEED NOT ask yeu, and dat true fren will simply undstd and knoe how yeu actually feels inside-

if dat person simply say, ohhs come on, dats not a matter of confusion or sumting dat troubles me, DEN YEU SIMPLY DUN UNDSTD ME. DATS ALL.

i've got nothin to say if yeu actually says dat AND yeu're actually my true ones. so tis actually shows how others are more undstdin den YEU.

i shudnt be tinkin all tis now. but one simply matter makes me confused and upset.
i jus wanna thanks hi5partner for undstdin me and knoe wad i actually means. cos everyting of tis simply looks SO normal to de others, but ITS not TO ME. ppl jus dun get wad i mean and tis is quite tough for me to make decision.
i wundt say wad is it. but i guess and i wish de decision i'll be makin, will go FINE.

-'ll be back in s'pore on only tues-

so takecares everybody(:
missedDEAN-

2007-02-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY ((:

today skool was damn great lars. we had a TOTAL CHOCOLATE DAYmans!
5ACHIEVEMENT are CHOCOLATEholics!!! woohoos!
deres guylians, kinderbuenos,m&ms, ferrero rochers, milkchocos, heartty shapes chocos and merci.
damn great day lars! ((:
but after eating all dat, i felt damn high can! hahas. keep crappins here and dere. playin around. den after awhile, feel damn TIRED >.<

after skool went home den changed, den meet mei go town. bought her ferrero rochers. hahas. dunknoe if she likes it not. lols!
anyways, we took neos. hahas. love it. sam met us too so took together. hahas. he arsehole lars. we wait for him he still take his own sweet time watch performance at taka den find us :X

walked mei home jus now. we started walkin around when de sky is still quite bright. but we walked until de sky went DARK, oso haven reached her house. hahas.

after sent mei home, went to meet up wid sumone >.<
takecares! missyars!

-great day(:

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL COUPLES & EVERYONE! ((:

2007-02-11T16:48:00.000+08:00

10FEB-
dean's event at ngee ann city.
ytd was an VERY HAPPY DAY but oso a SAD day for me. =X
was fine and happy in de morning and noon. got to take picts wid dean and stuffs. quite happy.

hmms. but after night comes, it was a TOTAL emo night.
i guess if i wouldn't had told amanda bout it, i'd still feel devastated inside.
it jus seems such a small matter towards de others, but its acutally NOT to me. if seriously yeu're de one who affected me SO much,den i guess i really put in alot. words arent hurtful normally. but i jus take it affectively. no reason why m i affected. but from the bottom of my heart, i typed this out wid tears comin down. others may say im crazy, im too childish to cry out. but i guess nobody undstd.

i dunknoe why m i puttin so much in yeu. but wad i knoe is, yeu're de only one whom i can really put in. its normal, its often. but now its different cos we actually spent times together.
did i actually put in TOO MUCH?
or am i de stupid ones who does anyting but not wad yeu actually cherish?

a total devastation-
no ones undstds-

2007-02-09T19:45:00.000+08:00

PWHOO!. so tired.jus came back from skool. really damn tired lars! so many stuffs to do. finally reaches weekends. i can have my freedoms! hahhas.
so arse lars. second month nias, den got so much bloody tings to do.
imagine i gotta go on for next 9 months!

today went for de O level's results takin in my skool. its freakin scary lars!

but the batch lyk all very relax lykdat.ohhs my god lars!

damn scary. hmms. next coming year will be my batch liaos. shiits. but no matter wad, i hope i'll have de courage to carry on lars. if not sure die.

phew!

jus now 8plus went bball wid albert. finally can play ball lars! wad de hell. urhgs... tink after tmrol DEAN'S event, sunday really farkin gonna continue my coursework.

ONE WHOLE WEEK, ONLY SAT IS MY RESTIN DAY! IM ONLY SEC5 CAN!!! =X

seriously i felt strange and weird in me lars. one of my fren said, i've been lyk 1min laugh & 1min cry.

actually i dunknoe lars. maybe jus.... aiyars. dunknoe lars. *big sigh*

OKAYS. i shudnt tink of anyting dat makes me sigh NOW. cos.....

DEAN tmrol will be performing! WOOHOOS! :)

HIGH HIGH INTO THE SKYY!!!!

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

though im lyk still bit voiceless, i still DUNCARE.

i jus wannna shout!

D! E! A! N!

geraldine! geraldine!

ALL THE WAY! :P

2007-02-05T17:56:00.000+08:00

okays. i seriously got too much picts to post. so i tink i postin sum other day. lols.

ytd finals was DAMN HIGH for wad i tink. hahas. saw dean on de screen dere. alre quite high liaos. den when de WHOLE stadium so damn quiet, i shouted, GERALDINE!
she looked and waved! :D
and ofcos sheena, khim shermaine dere all oso looked. but they keep lookin. dunknoe they lookin behind or us =X

ANWAYS,im lyk jus DAMN HIGH lars! den bear ask me shout one more time. LOLS!
den after awhile, the ting starts lers. hahas. daren & diya's first song really makes de whole stadium high i suppose. cos im so high! lols!

hmms. daren's makes de winner of last night. quite happy but im not sad dat winner isnt diya. hahas. cos i supports BOTH! LOLS!

no!no!no!
I SUPPORTS DEAN! :)

opps. deres 3Ds!!!!
hahahas.

DEAN!
DAREN!
DIYA! :)

hmms. actually, i quite like de -xing guang da dao- (red carpet)
hahas. dat one i nearly shout my lungs out mans.
i hope DEAN heard bahs. hahas. though shes lyk did hear it. =X

by the ways, css2 comin lers. im lyk browsing de css website once again.
keep readin, looking bout DEAN'S stuffs through again & again & AGAIN.
suddenly got tis flashback of her during css time. urhggs..... really miss her vocals lars!!!!!

i SERIOUSLY DAMN BLOODY MISS HER!!!!!!!
YTD jus saw her only den TODAY SUDDENLY SO DAMN MISS HER.

D! E! A! N!

GERALDINE !

GERALDINE !

ALL THE WAY !!!! (and i MEAN - ALL THE WAY- ) :)

2007-02-04T12:15:00.000+08:00

woohoos! qidaii qidaii!!!
leta goin pss2 finals. so excited. anyways, im excited becos dean will be dere too! :D
not sure she'll be dere for. but shes goin, can liaos! hahahas.
wellwells, sumbody are really SLOW. exactly one whole week den realised. LOLS! nvms lars. its NORMAL to me. hahas.
takecares too lars.

ohhs yars! i dreamt of zoe! hahas. but its an car accident dream. LOLS! wad de hell lars. hahas! how i wish its those kind of sweet sweet de! HAHAS! okays, im jus being self-enthu. =X

erms. i tink i better go bath now. meetin queensiao at 2pm cos wanna take tickets from bel den go eat den head to stadium lers.
DEAN dean DEAN dean DEAN dean !!!!!

i HOPE i wud have strength to shout leta!!! :)

2007-02-01T13:50:00.000+08:00

jus woke up. zzzz. too much of pills do really caused me dun wanna wake up lars. wth.
anyways, jus browsed through friendster, and i saw one fanclub so called "dean see_0314". so weird lars. its a owner from malaysia, chrisanne . hmms.

anyways, today dint attend skool. fever came back tis morning. so sians lars. slp wake up eat porridge and go back to slp. -_-

i miss dean mans! urhgs...

so sians. missed so many lessons for maths.
tink leta goin back to skool help out wid de class. cos -class pride day- was brought forward to tmrol. not sat anymore. urhgs. so many stuffs haven been brought to skool lars. i dunknoe how sia.
so irritated. =X

okies. i shall go n bath now.
seeyars. :)

2007-01-29T19:24:00.000+08:00

HIGH FEVER- :X

ohhs my god!!! ohhs my god!!! ohhs my god!!! ohhs my god!!! ohhs my god!!! ohhs my god!!! ohhs my god!!! ohhs my god!!! ohhs my god!!! ohhs my god!!!
FARK DE SCRIT SIA !!!!!!!
ARHHHSSS !!!!!
I JUS WATCHED DEAN'S PART ON -LET IT SHINE- :X

28th jan-
went to feilunhai signature event ytd. at first very high de. but slowly, gettin very tired lers. my n hi5 partner joined bekah's group. den very sians, de ppl gave postcards to write sum msg for feilunhai but instead, i took foolscape write letter to dean. LOLS!

den after dat bel joined us, den when me n bel go toilet, de security guard make de wrong timing. is 6pm lors. they make us stand at 5! wad de hell lars.
me, bel is separated wid hi5partner cos we went toilet den by the time we came back, we are standin behind already. :(
not as high when we watched them sing cos we cudnt see everything very much! urhgss. so stupid lors.

den after de signature tings, is around 9plus. bel say wan go toilet den me & hi5partner stand outside. was seriously talking bout "wad if de whole event is dean de, dat will be damn HIGH mans!"

den after awhile i heard sumone "oie-ing" us. I JUMPED WHEN I SAW DEAN CAN!! IM LYK A CRAZY GAL JUMPING OUTSIDE DE TOILET LARS :X
managed to passed her de letter i wrote! hahas. supposed to pass her OTHER time dat i cud see her. but!!! yeas can give her on dat actual day!

took picts wid her. but tink tmrol den upload. cos now using laptop. stupid de lors.not recognised usb. wth!!

took picts from tv of DEAN!!!
FARKIN SCRIPT SIA!!
THEY WILL NEVER KNOE HOW TO DIRECT DE DRAMA LARS! WTF!!! LOL
urhggsss.......

picts..

PEIZHEN & DEAN-

MISSYARS-

yiru so damn shuai dat day lars. yalun's hair damn nice!

:D

so cute lars. dun even wanna use it. bel gave to me :)

hi5partner wrote for dadong. lols. so long.

we're bored. highx3 video in hi5partner's fone, song in my ipod :)

my letter to dean. tis is de rough letter. :p

2007-01-15T18:52:00.000+08:00

hmms. got lotsa say but definitely NOT in here. cos ppl cud jus take it for granted. so nvms bout it. luckiness de person uhhs. for not lettin tis(yeur) matter out. but sumhow. SOONER or LATER.

yupps. anyways. wanted to blog EVERYTINGS bout de motivation camp which i attented for three days. its damn so great lars. shall share it other day. but these are roughly sum picts i took during de camps.

-motivation camp-
-my achievements last year?-
-my life path- media studies & management at

NYP.den
take up classes and head forward my ambition?

SORRY ME- :X

-during de camp-

2007-01-14T14:16:00.000+08:00

hmms. first of all. de motivation camp made me feel.. hmms. i dun knoe how to put it lars. LOLS
ytd went to bear house and we're lyk havin hamster gatherin. lols. took sum very cute picts lars. but not gonna post now. cos i kinda busy. small brother wanna play maple. whahahas.

leta gonna rush up all my F&N works. so many lars. wth. hmms.

AMANDA : takecares lots uhhs. rush homework dun leta fall
ill uhhs. next weekend SHOPPINS!! LOLS! :)

MEI : take much care too hors. dun leta headache den mc's
again. dun tink bout de hotline ting liaos arhhs. :X

MYSELF : no comments on anybody dat they cant make us
trusted, but if its dat so, i dun really feel lyk tinkin of
how to make myself feel much better from anyting
they do. den FORGET IT.

2007-01-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BURFDAY ZOETAY!!! :)

PHEWS. finally back from skool. been in skool for 18 hours. ohhs mans. dats my FIRST TIME in life. hahahas.
wells. at least i get back home on time to wish zoetay a HAPPY BURFDAY!! i mean as in go her guestbook wish lars. LOLS!

whoos! okays i guess deres nothin much i can blog besides today de movitation camp.
okays firstly, deres 3 trainees. melvin, DANNY, and woeitang.
hmms. our clique do really tinks dat danny, is quite cute n handsome lars. around 30+ but my fren jus keep enthu to herself lars. dunknoe wad de hell's up wid her. de previous 2 trainees are better sumhow den de last one, woeitang. hes damn borin lars. i guess its becos its gettin late lars.

anyways, we had lunch n dinner provided by de skool. and in my whole life i get to eat pepper rice. its SO COLD. and i dunknoe y do i really empty de food lars. hahas. dats crazy of me. but de dinner pineapple rice is BETTER.
throughout de whole day, gerlyn & i ate bout more den 5 packs and types of candies lars. deres m&m's too! so idiotic borin dat we really gootta chew sumtings.
for de next two days, we are only interested in melvin & danny. ohhs yars. danny showed us one movie called -rocky- i never watch it before and its kinda meaningful. hmms.
tonight de main ting dat i came online n surf ed net, is to wish zoetay a
HAPPY BURFDAY. so, yupps i'd done my stuffs. byes- :)

RIZAL : i seriously BROKE record okays. tis sat is my 4th time
watchin death note2. evern de 1 i oso dint watch so
many time mans. hahas!!! but yeu're LUCKY lars. yeur
one sentence, "ayes. yeu watched alre never watched
wid me. wth"
and THEN, tis sat we watchin =X. HAHAS! yups but i
m okays watchin it another time! cos its NICE! :)

MEI : sorry yeas. cant pei yeu go town. jie got de wad camp
lars. as yeu knoe. so tired. =X

2007-01-08T17:47:00.000+08:00

woohs!
im bloggin! hahas. thot wunt have time. but i at least really squeezed time lars. cos cannot be come back straight after skool den do work liaos. dats wad a SHU DAI ZHI will do. opps. i offended sumONE. =D

anyways. de ring can jus leave it alone until next week liaos. fark mans. and yars. today F&N coursework task question come out lers. gosh lars. so damn confused. i really dunknoe which one to choose. plus if i choose de different question, i wunt be able to work really better wid "my stead". hmms. gonna workout BOTH task den see which one better bahs. hais.

today supposed to end lesson at 2pm. den last min stupid tcher say got wad bloody bridging programme. wad de fark lars. sighs. wed to fri got motivation camp. yet fri gotta at least show tcher de F&N tingy somehow.

so many lessons to catch up for de wed-fri de camp yet de skool still us wan go nanyang & ngeeann poly see those courses.we get to choose either ngeeann or republic. saddened. only 5 of our class wanted to go ngeeann. so the 5 of us have to join other class.sians =X

EUNICE : if yeu happen to be readin my blog. thanks so much
dat yeu at least help me tink how to make myself
happy bout it. hahas. cos i really damn sad for wed
lars. her burfday lehs! thot i cud do sumting or leave
msg in de official web. HAIS. :(

"MY STEAD" : hays. de F&N question is really tough lars. try
to really do both question first? den see
which is better? hmms....

2007-01-06T16:25:00.000+08:00

10 JANUARY

advance HAPPY BURDFAY TO ZOETAY!! :)

arhhs. i guess today is de only time i get to blog for de whole next week bahs. cos
monday my o'lvl F&Ncoursework task question come out liaos.
tues gotta go uncles'weddin
wed-friday goin for de skool wad motivation camp.
wed is ZOETAY'S BURFDAY!!
hahas. happy burfday! lols.

tis time round really busy off my times lars. plus i still workin on every sunday. urhgs... now doin de wad duty rooster tingy. ytd dint complete. its lyk wad de fark lars. i hate doin tis kind of stuffs. ALL THANKS TO GERLYN. WEITANG N RIZAL UHH!!! LOLS! damn de tcher lars.hahas!

tmrol goin to help my aunt. fark de work lars. but de workplace is ware i get to see SUMONE SPECIAL!! so.... I'LL STILL GO!! whahahas!

and. . . ohhs yars. de BAI WAN BAO LAST EPISODE lers.
nomore lers. saddened :( but at least its oso gud in de other hand. cos next week goin for skool until 9pm. so confirm wunt have time de. SO. i'd still be happy! hahas!

2007-01-05T19:24:00.000+08:00

hmms. jus came back from woodlands straight after skool. went dere wid mei. den stil cant find de ring lars. wad de hell. LOLS. den bought de same files and she cunt find her book. hahs. de skool damn idiot lars. dun wan dat publisher den wan ppl go find others de. wth.
den we went back to north point AGAIN slack around. we seriously slack lors. hahas. cos NOTHIN to do. DUN WANNA GO HOME EARLY. and oso shes gotta fetch sis at 530. hahs. shes SIAN-ED bout it! lols

ohhs yars. and before we go back to northpoint, mei say go take neos. lols. i damn long nv take neos in skool U liaos. hahas. hmms. took sum very funny de. lols. mei ate yoshinoya alone den i lyk see her eat nias. LOLS! i dint eat. hahas.

brought her home den, ppl pri skool 530 dismissed, she 545 den go fetch her sis.=X hahas. but luciky she late go. if not dunknoe must wait how long lars. plus i still on de fone wid her. can feel de very lateness. hahas!

now eatin nooodles. damn salty lars. hahas. but its damn NICE! :)

yupps. since mei uploaded de neos. den i oso upload bahs. hahas!
here are sum:

EVERYTING IN ONE-
WE SAY TIS' BACKGRD IS CUTE! hahas.
cudnt see my eyes XD
WE LOVE TIS!! =D
opps! :)
>.<

guai?? hahas. WE'RE LARS! =p

2007-01-03T18:45:00.000+08:00

phews. FINALLY can sign into blogger.
i dunknoe wad de hell bout my blogger lars. so shittys. 1hour leta den can sign in. so farks lars. plus de net yi tian bi yi tian lagg lars.
damn de earthquake. =X

jus came back watchin death note again wid my ex skool frens. lols.
de second time. hahas! den went to cut hair. lols.
de auntie damn naggy lars. i oso not SO DAT CLOSE to her. she keep tokin to me. plus still sumhow pester me do rebonding. wad de hell. now so short do wad lan sia. LOLS. wan earn my money nias. shits hers.

today went for breakfast wid mei. lols. both of us late lors.say meet7am. yet we reached mac at 7plus lars. lols. she damn cute lors. late few mins den wanna cab to my house liaos. hahas! she rich lars. cannot blame uhhs mei.. LOLS! but i dunknoe wad breakfast she havin lars. ate only one hashbrown. summore dint finish it. only bite less den 5 mouths lars. lols! she keep sayin she not hungry. LOLS! so guds uhhs. NOT HUNGRY still say can meet jie for BREAKFAST. LOLS!

today at skool damn stupidd idiotic boring lars. from 8-2pm. EVERY SINGLE tcher who came in said n chant de SAME TINGY.and its lyk WE ARE IN SECONDARY5 can!! wad de hell.

now eatin nuggets. hahas. gonna have my noodles lers.
byes!

QUEENSIAO : dun worry . i stil can pei yeu go out de! LOLS!!

MEI : IF YEU'RE NOT HUNGRY DEN TEL JIE. DEN DUN
NEED PEI JIE FOR BREAKFAST LARS. hahas.
and rmb! DUN LOSE YEUR FONE ARHHS!!!! =)

2007-01-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

hmms. ytd im damn irritated lars.
shall not say. but dats really my first time shouted at HIM.
he deserves it mans!
anwayys, i watched death note midnight show last night. around 2plus den reached home. damn idiot aunt still ask me go work at 12. im damn tired lars. so late go home last few days den next day still 12pm work.
for 4 days she only gimme 100 nias. damn funny lars. its 120 lars.
farkin work so hard. i dun wan do liaos mans. evern if im free next weekends, i wunt be goin i tink. UNLESS im in lack of MONEY. HAHAS!

im happy.
finally bought new bag. new jacket and blouse.
hahas.

MEI : DAMN GLAD YEU FINALLY GET TO CONTACT JIE. =D
AND RMB TIS. PLS PLS NO MATTER
WAD DUN LOSE DE FONE. IM GONNA MSG YEU
EVERYDAY SO TO MAKE SURE DE FONE IS IN YEUR
HAND EVERYTIME. LOLS!

MICH BAOBAO : YEAS. MEET UP SOON! I MISSYEU TOO!

am goin to watch -yu le bai fen bai- alre.
tmrol gonna go out wid queensiao n benben. de rest not really sure. ehhs. aiyars. no matter wad i MUST not stay at home tmrol. hahas! cos finally no work. i wanna shop!!!!

2006-12-29T15:47:00.000+08:00

hmms. ytd went town wid mum. finally bought one new flesh imp bag. hahas. shall use it when skool reopens.
today goin to work again. heng its 5 den work. if not im lyk damn pig lars. hahas.
damn shits now. cos now den realised tmrol 30th dec i got pri. skool gatherin wid frens. and its alre planned a few weeks ago!
urhgs... i dun tink im goin lars. sat after work gotta rush to sumware else. forget. im sorry leeping.

LEEPING & de rest : we shall meet up soon again yeas? sorry.

MEI : yeu're finally backs. sorry bout yeur missed calls. jie slept early last night. cos today gonna work. anyways, yeu can use phone lers arhhs?

wid de pays i gonna get for today, i shall buy a new jacket den. hahas!
byes. off to bath n work liaos :)

AND SORRY TO THOSE WHO PLANS TO ASK ME OUT : really sorry dat tis few days towards skool reopens, i knoe we got many places to celebrates. but i jus have no time. tis three days towards skool reopens, i'd gotta work. sorry. =X
maybe skoool reopens de weekends yeas? :)

2006-12-28T15:52:00.000+08:00

ytd went ice-skatin wid brother, turtle, laoda, bear, ah-man-da,queensiao and jeannie, benben,apple and shenli.
but only de front first 7persons skated. LOLS!
cos benben,apple and shenli dun wanna skate.
was damn scary but very fun lars.
i did fall. but i dragged queensiao and ah-man-da fell too! HAHAS! sorry yeas! LOLS!
den ah-man-da said, "since alre wet, so shall jus dun care about it and get ourself more wet!"
HAHAS!
very fun lars. but dere alot of ppl mans. damn crowded. and i saw gerlyn too! at first i was slowin movin at ah-man-da's guide, den gerlyn shouted "SHEENA!". i was almost fallin lars! whahahas.

den me and laoda keep at de railing dere slack. hahas. we damn scared lars! urhgs... LOLS!!
after skatin, everybody went to hiqi's house for dinner except for me,brother and turtle. hahas.
turtle got tuition. brother wanna go home early. i needa meet mum at bukit timah. DEN WAS LATE 10 MINS FOR DE 9PM SHOW!!!!! WTH!

QUEENSIAO.AH-MAN-DA.JEANNIE.BROTHER.BEl : THANKS SO MUCH MANS! hahas. yeu guys had a hard time guidin me AROUND !! LOLS!

GERLYN- princess : we shall go out together another time yeas? hahas. glad to saw yeu dere too! :)

MEI : mei. get back to s'pore rmb contact jie asap okays. jie worries worries. hahas! MISS YARS SO MUCH LARS! :)

jus came back from buyin skool books. hahas. spent only around 20plus nias. cos ben gave de all textbooks. hahas.
thanks so much plus yeu stil gave me those paper notes! :)

leta goin to town wid mum. FINALLY decided to spend my pays lars! LOLS! gonna. buy bag den buy jacket bahs. de flesh imp which i wanna buy de not sure stil wanna buy not lehs. or maybe i'll get de other type de. hahas.

BEN : thanks so much yeas! for de books. hahas!

2006-12-27T00:40:00.000+08:00

wows. many days dint blog lers. as benben had said, dunknoe how many years dint see me online. WHAHAHAS!

HAYHAYS! TIS WEEK'S IWEEKLY DAMN GREAT LARS! =D

THANKS ALOT BOY!
I LOVED IT DAMN MUCH! -though its de only x'mas gift i got-
RAINBOW!! =D
im damn idiot lars. went m'sia so many times. until today den i knoe tis is those palm oil trees lars!
de rats at m'sia =x
kfc de tiramisu chocolate. quite nice lars.

tis bus damn cool lars. so rocks can?

its 153 bus. from hougang. woohoos! i first time board tis kind of so damn cool n great bus lars. LOLS!

im kinda moody now. shall update another time. tmrol gonna go ice-skatin. hope it will be fun :)

2006-12-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

jus finished watchin vcds. wells. dunknoe tis time is how many times liaos. but stil not sians bout it lars.
hmms. tonight is revival guys de. last night i missed sheila singin high high high lors! hahas. but hi5partner say not nice de. so dun have watch oso nvms! lols.

tonight guys de got daren. hmms. vote for him! and im goin to! LOLS!

my mum keep sayin wan him in lars.

SHENLI : wth can. wad ytd go out nv jio? wadmore grace got msg yeu lors. wth.. =X

TZEHUI : I nv celebrate oso nvms de lars. hahas. qidai next yr.

MELISSA : im sheeNA. not sheeNEI. not wad grace told yeu!!
LOLS!

BRADDER : sorry uhhs. shall only wait until next week for
pool!hahas.

MEI : save yeur msgs PLS. . . no more 90plus bucks okies!
LOLS!

2006-12-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

hmms. ytd had sumting i never had eaten before in my life lars! lols.

de rice damn cute lars.plus de hamster!!! sound asleep so sweetly! xinfu de hamster! but it bite hurts de MOST! LOLS!

today went marinasquare. amanda say dunknoe y she jus simply LOVE

marinasquare. LOLS! she say nowadays ppl go vivo,den dere lesser ppl lers. and she love de place EVEN MORE! LOLS!

den after eatin we went suntec. walked awhile den head to bugis. lols.

until today i haven bought anyting i wanna spend! my pay again gonna be gone SOON=x

*ZHU-GE-LATE }

*SUP-BOON-HUN } ITS A NICE

*SUP-BOON-ZUI } NAME!!!=)

2006-12-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOS!
finally changed to a blogskin i really damn love it!
i do de ting for bout 4 hours lars. stupidd. cant find a blog dat really suits me lars.
jus went home wid nlvl's results den started doin blog stuffs. finally gotta find a blog navigator dat i can change de picts myself. hahas.
thanks yiling! LOLS!

jus now after results got sumkind of feelin i wanna go pss2 recordin lors. but i wanna watch bai wan bao! wells. dint regret lars. cos today episode is funny de lars.hahas! ZOETAY is more impt den sheila singin high high high. though i wanna see=X

-promoted to sec5 =D

-new blogskin,songs currently unplayed.

-thanks for de stupidd rain, my clothes are all not dried!

-tmrol im goin to get all de vcds i wan.

2006-12-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

today went for a movie wid amanda, laoda, bear, shenli, turtle, brother, queensiao, jeannie. watched -deju vu- de show i think its damn nice lars.

My mood now really not gud. i dunknoe y. hmms. tmrol gonna wake up damn early. goin sentosa wid de same group today. hope will be fun. tonight cant watch my vcds lers. cos must early slp, early wake up. Lols.

2006-12-11T16:33:00.000+08:00

10th DEC
STAR AWARDS-
WOOHOOS!
its obvious dat i had a DAMN great time ytd!
ZOETAY! LI NANXING! SHI XINYING!
went ytd de star awards red carpet. starts at 5pm. den i reached dere around 4plus. hahas cos i watched tv at home dats y so late den go dere. when i reached dere amanda,weiqi bluff-ed me lors! say they saw zoe's car drove by. den she very wear until very elegant. wad de hell! LOLS! im lyk die-in lars! hahas!
dere really damn hot n warm lars. hahas.hi5 partner n benben stil can sit on de floor wid de umbrella. lols. slack dere n finally de redcarpet show starts (which is blue carpet). me n bear damn high lars. keep shoutin GERALDINE even though apple haven came back wid de boards. we keep GERALDINE. GERALDINE. GERALDINE lors. den de cheer n everyting. benben say we go dere is find trouble lykdat. HAHAS! infront of is de ZHENG YUAN CHANG's fans. hahas. dunknoe his name got spell wrongly not. LOLS! me n bear keep shoutin. but from wad apple says, dean got hear us but she dint see de boards. de boards damn big lars. sadded=X

de place i standin cant really see de artistes lors. LUCKILY laoda n benben found a GREAT SPOT dat i can see them very clear n better! den heng dat zoe tay,li nanxing, fann wong, christopher li came out after i stood at de GREAT SPOT. hahas! thanks benben&laoda! LOLS! i DAMN high lars. hahas. i almost cried can! when i saw ZOETAY&LI NANXING! whahahas. ZOETAY.LI NANXING

I LOVE THEM! WOOHOOS!
DEAN DAMN SHUAI LARS!

DEAN is damn handsome lars. me n apple suppose dat shes even damn shuai den de rest of de guys lors! hahas! but cant really see wad she wearin cos they walk de carpet so fast. hahas.
but too bad, when i saw dean before i go home, she was in t-shirts.=X cannot see her clothes before she changed.

me n apple went back to de powerstation when eveyrbody went home. cos she wanna see ruien den i wanna see zoetay.
hahas.endup, both of us oso dint get to see them lars. both of them got their own cars lors. apple's frens say ruien drove back lers. LOLS! den we saw dean. apple shouted "i love yeu" to dean lors! hahas! so funny lars.
apple- yeu gotta love her! LOLS!
ruien- apple ask me MUST put tis pict de. HAHAS!

afterdat we cab home. was sadded but still happy! LOLS! cos apple say she finally get to see ruien in person. den i oso first time lars! hahas! both very high.
we oso regretted lars! we shud had taken de mingdan although dun have de names we wanted. SO SHITS LARS! hahahas!
apple- next year yeas?? hahas!!!
hahas. when i reached home, i was lyk watchin de vcds again lars. LOLS! mum stil nags me say watch dunknoe how many time not sians arhhs. whahas.

queensiao- we is really FOREVER de lors. hahas. so i guess yeu still gotta bear wid me! LOLS! argue non-stop de. whahas.
QUEEN's forever! =D
WOOS!
BEST ACTOR AWARD!
blurr nahs. but i stil lyk it!
ZUI KAN BAI WAN BAO!!
HOME FIT FOR A QUEEN!
watch watch!
BAI WAN BAO- A Million Treasures!

2006-12-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

woohoos! jus came back from cousin's weddin. lols.
today de hairstylist damn cool lors. can even do my dumbbie hair until i sastified. hahas. normally those whu wanna do my hair will have to bear wid my naggs.hahas. den today DAMN bu zhi zai. gotta wear dress for So many hours lars. not skirt lehs. dress somemore. hahas!

went parkloyal hotel on beach road had ceremony dinner. den dere very cool lors. EACH seats got one small teddy. DAMN CUTE lars. hahas. took some picts but i guess tmrol den post picts bahs. hahas. now watchin hua yang shao nian shao nu.

had red wine. dere de red wine veyr nice lors. not same as i drank before de. hahahs. den i keep postin de teddies dere lors! so cute lars.

HOORAYS MANS! tmrol NO work!

ZOETAY!!!

LI NANXING!!!

SHI XINYING!!!